These girls. <3
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(Source: b-lizzard, via xoxotaylorhill)
As I was leaving work, my cute friends were trying to get me to go to neptune park with them. Which I really wanted to do. But I have to be up early, yet I’m here doing this.. haha. But I just wanted to break down and cry. I’ve been bottling up so many thoughts and emotions lately I’ve been bound to break at any time. And lucky for me, tonight is the night.
I drove really slow home and shut my phone off so I had no distractions. As I listened to some of my favorite current songs.. I just kept thinking about so many things. and what’s happened to me. I don’t even know who I am anymore or what I’m doing. I’m just some confused little girl in a huge mess of a world.
I finally pulled into my driveway and I couldn’t find any strength to move. I left the lights on and starred straight into the fence, while listening to some calming country music. Out of nowhere I just started sobbing. I felt so sad but so calmed at the same time. And all I wanted to do was get out and run until I was so tired and exhausted I couldn’t go anymore.
I just need things to change, or I won’t be able to make it. Because this is breaking me down. It’s like my chest is about to explode. I can feel the pain. Like a piece of glass trying to break through my skin from the inside. and it’s awful.
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